Lately I've been eating lots of chocolate chip ice cream - mint is my favorite, but as long as it has chocolate chips in it I love it. My real challenge is scheduling everything; it's as if I'm trying to stay in control to counter a deep-seated fear of being out of control and that's funny. I feel like if I lose my hand in everything, I'll be in free fall, and then who know what might happen in the end.
The truth is - I'm not in control, and there is no end.
Instead of being overwhelmed, the insight is to let go and express being without fear, without constriction, unadulterated. That's how we uncover the love that makes up everything anyways.
And in the meantime, as mom would say, relax, get rest, eat properly, and enjoy the ice cream.
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